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Having taken care of the necessities they handed the screaming
newborn to its mother: Terena Torres, who declared herself delighted
once she confirmed there were just the two eyes. Although he would be
known as Alex by a few, Terena had him named Alexis, for it was a
girl her heart had desired. Arval Torres, the male participant in
the genesis of Alexis had no say in the matter, being too often far
away.
Within two weeks of returning home with her only child, Terena
who at the very beginning loved her son very dearly, hit him; not for
lack of compassion but for lack of sleep and a feeling of hopeless
despair; for it was beyond cry that her child hurled from its mouth;
hungry and somewhat docile he would be fed of breast, eagerly gulping
down all and then from a bottle when she was dry; contented he would
sleep for an hour's
fraction and resume the chaotic assault upon ear and sanity.
Hitting him seemed like the last thing to try, it just raised the
stakes, his tonsils oscillating with ever greater frenzy.
Since realising she had a child forming
inside, responsibility had weighed heavily upon Terena's slim
shoulders: she had dreamed for almost all of the child's incubation
and still now, although less frequently because she slept so seldom;
of a child's red, new born creased face and eyebrows set above three
large brown eyes. These dreams now felt almost irrelevant in her
mind, her son only had two eyes, now it was the constant screaming,
that clawed at her well being.
During the fifth year scolding Alexis with palm, morphed from
being a random conclusion of frustration, into a habit. No matter his
eager intent, there was seldom a conclusion that pleased, instead
displeasure and anger were often the outcome. Although his incessant
screaming had stopped shortly before words had started tumbling from
his lips, he suffered terribly from ailments that left his skin raw
from rashes and the consequent attention of his restless little
fingers. A succession of doctors
had pushed and prodded young Alexis, turning him this way and that,
over and around but defeated in diagnosis, they would try the latest
technique for remedying unknowns, sending poor Terena on her way,
another scribbled list of medication fluttering in hand. One
particular solution: a complex series of plastic bags encompassing
his whole body save for head, had the international specialist
perplexed: he had travelled by air across a great expanse of water,
the result of idle conversation at a conference for the very best in
their field; now standing white gowned with the child beneath latex
hands, he suspected whoever prescribed these bags, had not intended
turning the poor child olive green. Several
blood tests and this international specialist with ginger hair and a
complexion to match, diagnosed an allergy to the foods of dairies;
removed the plastic, prescribed a new ointment and recommended
Terena continue the same treatment for his asthma; that had began in
the child's second year, considered by most of the white coated to be
a matter of stress on the child's part. Within a month Alexis was
restored to a healthy pink with less evidence now of the vivid red
rashes, courtesy of a diet that carefully avoided products from
farms; mostly he missed ice cream. His asthma continued to worsen,
for which there seemed no medical explanation; other than some
unfathomable trauma. Terena, when asked by the white coated, “What
do you think causes such anxiety in this child?”, while
straightening her boy`s hair
with the tips of her fingers, always dead pan answered; “I
think he would benefit from seeing more of his father!”.
By the time Alexis was in his ninth year he had been struck with a
fear not uncommon among boys of that age and now more frequently by
his mother: having taken to wetting the bed. One night during that
year, the bull came to visit for the very first time. Thirty four
years later, when the bull made its last visit, he would remember
that first with absolute clarity: with skin smarting red from the
attention of Terena's palms and tears still wet on his cheeks, his
breath rasped as the air destined for deprived blood cells, struggled
down to lungs; through a path no wider than the palm of a clenched
hand; his mind fending off panic, wide frightened eyes tracked
shadows dancing on the pale blue luminance of walls; realised
as ghastly shapes of demons and spirits. These walls and their
dancing figures would grow about his small form, away up and high,
his body shrinking, the skin tight around his bony frame forcing him
smaller still; fear gripped his muscles taught around these small
bones, his wide searching mouth too busy gasping at air to muster a
scream; the room became a universe, high and chambered and suddenly
dark with the confines hardly discerned, stars blinked into existence
and with his body numb and losing its
grip on life; it appeared; the bull: fearsome but not
frightening, no torso, just a great head framed by massive curling
horns and centred by a large wet quivering
snout, that over rolls of flesh climbed towards a large single dark
eye; thick dark lips pulled back from yellow wolf's teeth; its breath
exhaled, enough to fill a sky with air,
its passage a rumble as if reverberating from the very depths
of the earth, up through caverns and echoing through mountains and
across the rolls of land. It spoke to him, a voice of all time,
earthy but sombre and laced with a comforting rhythm; the lips never
shaped to form words, they just peeled away from those teeth and then
closed down and then parted; the snout blew, the eye constant and
seldom blinking, the voice spoke only to his mind, “I will stay
as long as I can, I might never come again, one day I may take you
with me”; the single great eye blinked once more, the snout
snorted and then without explanation nor reason the bull began
telling tales of the earth to Alexis and the cadence of the sound in
his mind relaxed the muscles in his chest and eased the air into his
lungs. It told him the first great tales of time, of the universe
and the earth and the gods that came and made the sky through their
breath and formed the oceans from the sweat of their toil, the great
gods of this earth - at some point his eyelid's became impossibly
heavy and after a moments
peace he awoke the next morning to the sound of birds singing, the
blue of his walls almost washed out by the day's
light and the familiar sounds of his mother seeing to her morning
chores.
For some time he wondered if he might have dreamed a nightmare as
the bull did not return for the longest time. Soon after that first
visit Arval returned home and Terena's attention was drawn to his
father's well being and
comfort. For a brief period as with all these visits during his young
hopeful age, there would be these moments that Alexis perceived as
family life; looking forward to walks in the forest; along paths
guarded by thick green towering high, sometimes these would give way
to gnarled old branches, or trunks laying wounded by disease, or
toppled by great gusts, or merely naked from nature's
seasons but perfect for climbing. Guided by his father and therefore
safe from his mother's
lashing tongue, Arval would urge Alexis to climb higher, to run
faster, to skid and jump in the mud and would be there with a smile
and booming laugh; picking him up should he fall or ready to pluck
him from branch should he be taken by fear high up. Each night he
looked forward to his father sitting him on the sofa and then
reclining in his own chair, lighting a long thin cigar before asking
him about life, what he was reading? how was school? he was sorry he
could not be here more often. Sometimes if Alexis was very lucky his
father would smoke the cigar and then challenge him to a game of
chequers or an arm wrestle, the last would end in a play fight which
Alex never won but he never minded; he adored his father and was
amazed at how thick and strong his arms were. Soon enough though
Arval's chair would be empty again and Alex would sit on the sofa and
imagine his father and of that booming laugh, but Terena would
quickly remind of reality and the bull soon returned.
And this is how it was for the next ten years, that in the worst
moments with his father long gone and with no sight of return; at
night with Terena curled sobbing in bed, her palms still stinging and
his body small and alone and losing its
fight for life, that the bull would come for a talk. As with all
times it would appear in the high chambered room with Alexis shrunk
and gasping, after some time blinking and snorting it would always
repeat: “I will stay as long as I can, I might never come
again, one day I may take you with me” and then the stories
would begin, the beat of the voice relaxing his muscles and the air
soon freely supplying his body. During the remaining months of that
ninth year and through the tenth and into the eleventh the bull told
him of the great gods of earth and their magnificent stories; their
shaping of this world, the creation of life, fauna and flora and of
their bickering, loves and bloody tempests. Through his eleventh year
he learned how these gods, desiring the soil to be toiled and wanting
greater strength through adulation; created man: their greatest
invention and their ultimate folly. For some time earth's gods grew
strong and thrived on man's awe; but no sooner had they finished
shaping this creature and empowered it with a thinking mind did man
then invent their own gods to worship. Having grown dependent on
man's adoration, the gods of earth that had existed for all time
became weak and diminished into their earth and tended their wounds.
As Alex the boy shaped into Alexis the young man, he heard the
earliest stories of these men and of their deities that were born of
the power in hope through hardship, from the dark recesses of minds
that sought control and from belief: man's gods took shape in the
world and grew mighty from fearful devotion. Alexis learned of all
men's deities and how these grew jealous of each other, laughed at
and ridiculed their earnest subjects and then instructed them into
battle against each other; ever ceaseless in their quest for further
dominance over reverent minds. By the time Alexis neared the
fifteenth anniversary of his birth; he had discovered all time had
recorded of man and their evolution and their great civilisations
and incredible inventions. So powerful had man become that they had
stopped their worship of deities and had grown to think of themselves
as gods, as the greater power on this earth. During the 187 days that
led to his first kissing a girl and well into his seventeenth year,
he learned that through all these millennia, the diminished gods of
earth that had crafted this world of their sweat and toil had grown
strong again in the warmth of the earth's core. Through each rise of
the sun, bright and orange on rock, far below they waited; through
each red sunset they plotted and watched carefully over the evolution
of their creation and its destructive ego, waiting for men's gods to
fade as they themselves had once before; biding their time and then
rising, mighty and powerful, restored in nature's
eyes to ruin the idols of mankind in the last war of this age; and
then they would judge man for their worth.
In the long conscious interludes of those painful years that
followed on from that first visit in his ninth and which ended when
Alexis left home at the behest of a sweet caress in his eighteenth;
life continued as it always had. Arval returned home infrequently
for a period counted in weeks upon one hand and then disappeared for
months counted on two; gradually it was dawning on the emerging
Alexis that his father seemed to have very little interest in the
raising of his son, just joy that he was. These years also grew him;
now standing eye to eye with Terena, her shame and anger that the
small bewildered boy had grown into a young man, that now understood
all and looked back at her through contempt filled eyes, which, with
impunity she tried to beat out of him, which she always could, but
never for long.
School had only served to further alienate Alex from this
humanity. Pale and thin, racked very often with exhaustion from the
labours of the night and always short of
breath, he was a constant target for displaced boys and sometimes
girls, that had only aggression to show for their own domestic chaos.
His teachers reported him annually as: “quiet and withdrawn but
possessed of a limitless imagination that would serve him well, if
only he would choose to apply it”. Scholastically he rarely
exceeded average despite showing remarkable application in some
subjects; his occasional fantastical and very detailed tales were
well received by literature tutors but not so well his lengthy and
methodical corrections of the histories. His tutors of the last,
fierce advocates of the tomes by which they taught, which had been
written over a great period of time by men and therefore shaped by
man's desire to have history confirm their beliefs, found Alexis
contradictory to the point of remedial. A few months after turning
sixteen and at the beginning of the period that saw the bull
divulging the fate of man and the return of earth's gods, Alexis was
ejected from the education system, which had ran its course but with
little scholastic proof that he had ever been there, save for the
three Rs.
At the insistence of Terena that he find employ and thus
contribute to his upkeep and start paying back the sacrifice endured
in his parenting, Alexis began to consider options for employ. His
delicate physical condition did not lend to labour beneath the open
skies and with an increasing desire to avoid people wherever
possible, he turned his incredible ability for memory to another of
man's great innovations; a machine that could make a great number of
calculations and manipulate vast stores of data, according to a list
of instructions: Alexis became a programmer of computers, a much
sought after skill in his time; despite his best efforts though,
Alexis was not able to avoid people in the main, they were
everywhere.
In those later teen years Alexis Torres found himself awkward and
tall and somewhat thin but not without appealing physical structure,
nor was his face hard to look upon. When engaged in conversation
people found him in the main to be of little interest, although a
few, when discussing Alexis outside of his company would, in
mystified tones, equate his detachment from social affairs and lack
of interest in the world's
current news, as not some failing in intellect but of an existing
world weary understanding, mixed with some foresight of its
inevitable repeated conclusion; all rather remarkable for someone
about to celebrate their seventeenth birthday. Alexis the young man
was also not without total appeal to women of an equal or greater
age and although not particularly aware or accomplished in the art
of union, did find himself the target of occasional interest from
females of a particular type: homely with pink cheeks set below long
dark lashes, that in turn framed large innocent eyes: girls with
inexhaustible supplies of hope and fairy tale
dreams.
During his eighteenth year, the interest of one such female led
to that first kiss, that so beguiled him: the tender and warm caress
of roving pink lips beneath an impish look of mischief, that
rendered him powerless of all emotion save for love and devotion.
Within a very short time they both came to a whispered decision:
Terena first stood over him as he packed; having shouted and then
wasted her fists on his immune body, she now just sat in the kitchen
with hopeless tears dripping from her chin; years of opportunity to
rescue her child's love now lost. Rebecca; the participant in that
kiss, who would be the only women that he would ever want for
company, laughter and physical solace, also completed the same,
although bade her time and packed in an empty dark house, with just
a note and two words to mark her passage: she too sought escape from
sad tales of childhood, that not even Alexis would ever hear, the
sheer thought of recollection freezing the words on her quivering
lips.
They both boarded a coach and travelled as far away as was
physically possible without crossing water. The journey was spent
with expectation in their wide eyes, release in their minds and hope
in their hearts. They were two that consumed freedom as a precious
gift and therefore motivated by a fear of failing and because of
this there was never a doubt, despite struggle, that they would
succeed; at least within the realms of their need for happiness.
Rebecca; strong minded, willowy and sometimes ethereal but at all
times enchanting, had a great skill with her fingers and could craft
all manner of objects from blocks of wood, that she would shape
with a knife and then link with thread as sinew: her greatest
realisation the life like wooden puppet that when finished; she
would animate on the kitchen table at the will of string and a
wooden stick beneath her magical hands. Soon there was a second
puppet and then a third and a fourth much smaller; each took their
turn on the table after dinner had been cleared and light had been
washed from the sky. Alexis would sit back; her audience while she
worked her creations and made up stories that were of love and
laughter and sometimes great sadness: with one larger puppet and one
small, she told dark tales of sorrow that left tears on his cheeks
and ended with the wooden figures collapsed disjointed on the table,
her slight frame held tightly in his arms; this was her way of
telling her story, that she never could face to face.
His natural aptitude for making machines do his bidding meant his
services were much sought after and as a natural consequence they
soon joined the mortgaged masses; standing very often together in
their long country garden, looking over the patchwork fields that
sat at three of the poles; the grown up medieval village sitting at
the fourth; which itself was built around an imperious church that
had survived almost a whole millennia; a village that had gradually
expanded through its modern day additions of housing association
estates and converted barns.
Now in his twentieth and she in her twenty first, the following
14 years would be the happiest of both their lives. Rebecca would
mould wood as she desired, building a collection of loose limbed
figures on the large wooden table of their kitchen, each with
individual names and stories of love and happiness penned in
accompaniment. She would at first pack all into a suitcase one or
two times a year and then take the suitcase around all the villages
that skirted the coast and would walk through doors that chimed her
presence; shops that sold toys of wood and games for children and
very soon the suitcase would be empty and puppets with their
stories would be carefully displayed in cheerful windows, that would
stop children in their tracks through an appearance of being real
and in turn had parents leafing through these stories at night with
children sat on sofa wide eyed, and as if by some magic and adult
hands holding wooden sticks and string in the air, these puppets
would come to life and act out these stories of love and happiness.
Such was the popularity of these puppets that within four years
Rebecca had her own workshop at the end of their long garden, of
which the walls were papered with orders. After five years she had
two helpers: specifically in the realm of ordering and accounting,
as she trusted no other in the crafting of her creations. In the
seventh year accompanied by these two of their closest friends,
Alexis and Rebecca visited a registrar where they made formal
through the legal eyes of the land, that which they had known from
almost the first kiss: their marriage was known to very few for
neither needed ceremony or ring to confirm what always existed in
mind and heart. With this cemented she began creating new
inventions of which the most popular were the carefully crafted
large paper daffodils, that were designed to sit above a child's bed
and would each morning, if that child was purely loved, blossom
magnificent and beautiful of all the colours of that child's
imagination; sometimes orange, yellow, red and purple, occasionally
of all these. Each night as the small head rested back on the
pillow, looking up at the delicate coloured petals, the flower would
close as child eyes grew heavy and return once more as a bud, with
the appearance of the fragile paper it was.
Seven years after first shaping a puppet's
head with her knife, Rebecca had outgrown the garden workshop.
After months of discussing semantics with leading figures of the
parish, she found from within a steely determination that finally
turned them to her want; with the expectation of increased economy
for the community and a good donation for the ongoing restoration of
the medieval church; she decamped to the park of industry, that had
in recent decades grown into existence between the village and
access to the nearest major road. Having license from the start to
design this new shop to her mind's
want; she had large windows for display built into the front,
behind which sat a counter and shelves all around, upon which she
lined the toys of her invention, that also now included the most
sought after in all her popular creations: the wheel of hope.
Through the back of the shop she made space for a small office, into
which a person may shut themselves if quiet and peace were required
and the rest was left open so that everyone involved in the making
of her toys, which had steadily increased now to seven, for it
seemed those that had served longest, just by being in Rebecca's
company could make all her toys save for the puppets. The finishing
touch to her design sat fastened to the panelled roof: a large white
sign that could be seen from the main road and in all directions
long before you entered the village; on which was written, as if by
the hand of a giant child, the name she had given to her franchise:
Family Toys.
And it was that the wonder of Rebecca Torres, through no other
means than word of mouth entered so many homes across the land and
across seas to many others. The toys that her will shaped sat above
beds, were enjoyed after meals by offspring and parent, that through
the visible indications of their children's happiness and desire for
love; families that had struggled but hoped for a salve grew
together. For a period of time brightly coloured paper petals would
spread open with each dawn as so many fields of daffodils, nurtured
by the loving spring sun.
In the middle of the night, just about the time they were
building Rebecca's first workshop at the end of their long garden,
Alex's eyes opened from a deep sleep, staring up at the ceiling; his
breath long and easy into his lungs, the warm breath of Rebecca
rolled over his shoulder, her arm careless across his stomach. The
bedroom, a mixture of blues and yellows in light, now colourless but
possessed of the same objects and patterns, did not appear high or
chambered, nor he small and helpless, nor for that matter were there
dancing demons on the walls; just simply animated weave of net
curtain at the want of a light breeze and a moon's
shadow. The great bull appeared at the far end of the room; its one
great eye blinked and its snout snorted, its
lips pulled back from those great yellow fangs and it spoke to
his mind as always; “One day I might take you with me, but not
yet my friend, enjoy this time for she is precious and we have just
the thirty four!”. When he next saw the bull, which would be
the very last time, he would recall that visit with Rebecca asleep
at his side, as he did the very first, with absolute clarity. At
the time though Alexis mistook the declaration of 'thirty four' to
be a prophecy of his age when the bull would finally come and
therefore vowed that he would make the very best of the ten years
that separated him from that anniversary of his birth; and he did.
With the first of two great works in mind; Alexis first resigned
from the employ that, until that time had paid for the roof over
their heads and instead sold himself as a freelance wrangler of
digital information, which despite infrequent trips to the city
meant his time could be directed mostly at convenience. Although
not greatly possessed of skills associated with a housekeeper, but
infinitely better qualified than Rebecca; he devoted his time to all
things that brought that impish grin to her face, not least of which
their garden which over a period of two summers and one winter, he
transformed into a Giverny of their very own, which they enjoyed,
sat upon a blue bench she crafted for the purpose of watching the
colourful light of each day dawn and fade.
With the second of his two great works in mind, Alexis sat down
in all spare moments and began pouring the bull's tales into a tome
that would at completion, take all but three of his remaining days;
although if his time had ended in his thirty fourth year, as he
thought at this time; this mammoth work would have been left only
half finished. This great work: that would one day endure through
publication across eight volumes and be marvelled at for the great
invention and detail of the stories but never thought for anything
other than intricate tales of myth; until almost a millennia later,
archaeologists digging through the remains of cities that had been
laid to waste in the theistic wars, unearthed within the buried
chambers of ancient libraries, copies of all the volumes that were
in a remarkable state of preservation. Only then; when these stories
were translated into the native tongue of the new civilisations, of
which the very first line read, “My name is Alexis Torres and
I was born with a third eye. Into these volumes I have poured the
accumulation of knowledge gained of all things as seen through this
eye”; were all his words shown for their truth in what man
knew to have transpired and brought them to realise the significance
of these volumes as testament to all man's past and of their future.
And it was, that through Rebecca's popularity in the eyes of
salved parents and at the will of incessant little mouths, her shop
soon saw an endless procession of visitors that travelled sometimes
across continents and oceans and through the flatlands by any means
possible, to this magical place on earth. The local parish, seeing an
opportunity to boost the church restoration through the sheer weight
of visitors and seeing the success through whichever Rebecca directed
her attentions, gave her free reign to redesign and expand her shop.
With this freedom, she imagined a great haven for those that would
come and doubled the size of the park, mostly in the facilitation of
refreshment, accommodation and entertainment. With her ceaseless
energy, grit and fire she poured all into this last project and had
fully realised this dream within two years. For the following four
years and then for many after, it was often told that you could hear
the song of playing children for scores of miles in all directions.
The secret of Rebecca's gift should not be a surprise to anyone,
nor that it was something she could only give; for it was the
limitless love that both she and Alexis possessed through childhood,
that had pooled inside their hearts but with no outlet had been bound
by hope; so that when they first kissed it flowed free between them
and because of her pure beauty of self, their magical love melded and
imparted with wondrous effect anything she chose to imbue. In that
final year; with Alexis happily engrossed in his keeping of house, of
food creations and of their garden that resembled a sun dappled
masterpiece of colourful brush strokes and well into his writing of
times great tales; which he would also recite to her while she lay in
his arms during the evening as weariness took her; did some
abnormality of cell silently spread from the very core of her, to all
reaches. The first pains began as the New
Year drew near; by the time of the incessant April showers,
Alexis found himself within the disinfected white walls of a centre
for medicine; seated disbelieving over the wasted remains of his
beautiful life. Her bed was one of a number in a long row that faced
across a narrow corridor from another, identical row; plastic tubes
fed and anaesthetised against the savage pain of her fatal condition,
rain beat soundlessly against the large glazed windows. Her grip
tightened around his and for the penultimate time her eyes flickered
open and her lips, that had so often warmly caressed his, now thin
and tired struggled to form her last request; “take me home”.
And he did without pause; pulling free the tubes, binding the wounds
and lifting her free of the bed and weighing less, it felt, than one
of her beloved puppets, he carried her in his arms, through corridor
and through rain and carefully into car and then to their bed. She
died the next morning; for the last time she opened her eyes, those
tired thin lips shaped around: “my love”. Outside, with
thick cloud in the sky and only dim light proof that the sun even
existed, the rain stopped and for miles in all directions daffodils
of all colours: oranges, purples, reds, yellows and sometimes a mix
of all these; that nobody ever recalled planting, burst into life and
remained dancing in winds embrace through all that summer, despite
the crowds and well into the winter.
Although Rebecca had been known personally by very few, her
funeral was attended by so many, of which nearly half comprised of
children, that their number surpassed even the most renowned of
religious pilgrimages. Helicopters with cameras circled above in
wonder; broadcasting to all reaches of the earth, the endless collage
of human colour that mingled with the fields of daffodils and even in
death, the beauty of Rebecca reached out and healed so many. Such was
her phenomenon that the story of her passing was told through
generation by word of mouth and then as good news that would continue
as legend and then myth, even when there were none alive that had
lived in that time, and even despite man's subsequent manipulation of
the truth for their own needs, did the essence of Rebecca continue to
mend.
Alexis mourned through all that summer of his 34th year
and into the winter. Having lost touch with reality and having seen
the memory of his happiest years ransacked at the need of media,
Alexis abandoned self preservation and a will for life. Each day he
rose having barely slept and pushing his way through crowds, would
sit within the shadow of the church, leaning against the modest stone
that marked her grave and hope that this night the bull would fulfil
on its promise, which of course it never did because no such promise
had ever been made. This vigil continued in repetition for 187 days,
until, with his body emaciated from lack of nutrition and sore from
friction between material, stone and flesh; with the crowds dispersed
but not washed away by the inclement weather; with rain smacking
against grass, mud and skin; did a small willowy figure step through
the haze of weather and people. Looking down on his saturated bleary
eyed form, she held within her offered hand a small puppet: one of a
kind and announced herself as Emily, before allowing her face to
break into an impish grin that cast in an instant the cloud and rain
from the skies and the wind from the trees. At first he thought his
eyes deceived and that he saw the ghost of Rebecca, or that he
dreamed of her resurrection: the same eyes set in long lashes, pink
cheeks and wide red lips: dear sister Emily that had been taken into
the care of their natural mother. Easing himself to his feet and
feeling a warmth wash over his weary soul and with a smile now on his
face that had not been seen all that year, he smoothed with tender
fingers her dark sodden hair. Looking down into the infinite universe
of her eyes, he knew then what he must do and after collecting a few
things from the house, he left that place forever to embark on his
long walk, leaving all in the gentle care of Emily, who through time
and deed carved into legend her own story.
Alexis Torres, in general considered humans not to his liking; but
in some part needing to confirm for himself the message of the bull,
vowed to learn all he could of the human condition; which he did in
the main, by any means available; generally by foot or at the
courtesy of passers by via car or boat and on two occasions by air.
In this time Alexis found himself at all reaches of the earth;
travelling through and around breathtaking scenes of nature, sitting
with the various tribes of man; revelling in their hope and assaulted
by their needs. On occasion he embarked, not usually of his own free
will, on great adventures that included running faster than lava down
a supposedly dormant volcano; skipping in an ancient red biplane
between the misty thermals above the great waterfalls of Africa;
waking in a sheltering cave, next to a snoring polar bear; being
chased by sword wielding Mafia in an Asian suburb and being rescued
unconscious by Bedouin on the shores of Persia, after an incident on
a small smuggling vessel in the Mediterranean. At all times whether
at roadside sat on golden sunset mud, two stepping on desperately
humid trains through sparse sunlit jungles, or huddled beneath the
single shaded leaf of the oasis tree, did he keep writing his tales
of time; that stored in his back pack with little room for anything
else, were steadily increasing in volume; these tomes that even
having been assailed by mud, river, sun and on one occasion a billion
roving, ravenous termites; always maintained a remarkable condition
of preservation. He wound from settlement to town, across river and
border, around and over mountain and across ocean; which ended in the
ninth year when he stepped onto the golden warm sand of Siam's
western shores and mesmerised by the cloudless red sky, that was
mirrored in the gentle ocean; realising the truth in all the bull had
told him and knowing that his mortal time was coming to an end, he
vowed to never again move more than a mile in any direction.
He spent those final three months of nights within a shelter of
bamboo and twining sat beneath the clear Siam moon; writing furiously
to complete what was so nearly finished. Three days before the bull
finally came, he packaged all eight volumes into a large wooden
crate, that was carefully addressed to a Dutch American and watched
them disappear in a cloud of exhaust fumes atop an ancient flat
panelled truck.
Three nights later, while awake, the sea ceased its conversation
and the cicadas stopped their song: the bull arrived for the final
time. It blinked that great eye, its snout dripped and those dark
lips pulled back from those mighty yellow teeth; “One day I
told you I may take you with me!”, to which Alexis answered; “I
have been waiting for nine years too long!” The bull roared,
from such a deep place that the ground shook and the sky filled with
clouds; in those last moments he recalled his ninth year: skin
smarting red from the attention of Terena's palms and tears still wet
on his cheeks; his shrinking body within those cavernous blue walls
and the beginning of his time with the bull, through a blur of blue
and yellow to his twentieth year and the peace and warmth of
Rebecca's breath and her careless arm; realising then that it had
always been thirty four years and now in his forty third; having
served his purpose, the bull opened its mighty jaws from which
brilliant white light streamed and freed him from the mortal shell in
an instant. Now rising up high as his true self, the clouds down
about his waist and the continent beneath his feet as a patch of mud
and sand, the ocean a puddle; looking at all now on this earth
through timeless eyes; he saw what man had in store for mankind,
which he stepped through and beyond as all fell to dust; towards the
outstretched hand of Rebecca, who with a glowing smile beckoned him
to their eternal life among a kind that they could count as their
own, which they did together, stepping from planet to planet through
space and time as so many stones across a river.
Submission: 30 December 2006 Revision: none
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